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is a bel
in the fifth or sixth or seventh grade, you bought me this pencil at the drama book shop. today is your birthday . isabel geffner. my aunt. tender brilliant sensitive powerful . you are a source of strength and inspiration. may you feel the comfort of love you have and give
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elephants
elephants are a matriarchal society.
They know.
How to cry.
When one elephants body does die, the tribe circles around
all trunks to the one that lays on the ground
and the others go around around for days and do not eat
eventually they move their feet away and in procession.
Our ultimate profession is beyond
is being who we are.
So the elephants in order and knowing have rituals and ways of listening and speaking beyond words beyond showing
they do cry and hear things beyond earth and sky
their trunks make a sound their big ears are found renowned to hear their sound more than 100 miles away.
They know how to pray.
it won’t be another 10 years
the last time we were together was september 11th. 2001. i remember sipping cappuccino as we heard the news. you came to visit me when the film i starred in was at deauville film festival. queenie in love. i was queenie. it was a vulnerable moment in time indeed. i had flown to paris after being at the burning man festival. which was overwhelming. not grounding. we had begun a romance around the fourth of july, in nyc. i remember, feeling so vulnerable in france. at one moment we were at a beach, and you said “our children would have beautiful eyes. ” . you now are a father with a beautiful lady . and i am so glad we met up again today. after almost 10 years. true friend. one of my true loves. i was always be in love with you. sweet stefan armbruster. savory to share mussels with you.
sweet scarf i gave you ; shine on ! and i still have the scarf you gave me x
good trade.
congratulations on your flourishing life ! i am happy to know and love you
page 21 (from “painter boy”)
there is room for all of us to drown.
drown into me.
And I think you’re a warrior and a kind gentle bear
My body is a dramatic and moving symphony
Sugarfresh sweet fresh : superfresh
My gig is continuous – I never put down my instrument
dish
Fuck you I love you
what are my motives what are my toes
how does the peace peace grow grow grow grows.
All you want is for me to soar.
WE WANT YOU THERE. YOU’RE NEEDED
MOVEMENT OF THE TREES AND COSMOS.
you hit my jaw
You hit my jaw my pointy jaw was banged by you you fucking jew when your around i can’t leave
your distant words make me greive so I relieve in hurting you until I feel more hurt too in a way that I can understand the power of your hand.
Abstract lover you are
Loving in dreams and distance while I’m right here. I would just need for you to want me crave me make love to me and then I’d chill stalker girl can kill
Scary beautified power join me in your shower you claim your so busy subdued mellowed dizzy you asked me once what I see in our eyes I want to bite your thigh and suck on you. pissed that I’m wasting my time. My wholly vibe on you when you won’t go inside
Down the road you fucking toad talk to you soon I need space to take a break. You foolish coward. Don’t you see the deepest art installation is inside of me wanting to set you free
Fantasia lover getting hot by what your not not really ultimate hermit big tall teeze you hit me in a way that redefines what it means to hit touch my tit
I thought we kissed real sweet touching duos is a treat
I’m a lover your under cover needing to rise you save yourself for dreams that won’t be truly felt. Trust me baby I’ll make you melt. I sing for you.
If we can’t be kinky I’ll pull your pinky and your hair I’m sorry for everything when will I be relieved released and calmed. What could you give me.
when you tell me my unspoken words thought power reaches you, is that your chill chill way of saying down the road. If you continue to reject then I crave to destroy painter boy. Your wet you once said to me. Are you just a muse a force a beam or is it your sweet soul secretly in other ways of speaking it’s telling me you need me. Perhaps you’ve already took what you need.
That feels worse than making me bleed.
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atom
the english word “atom” comes from the latin word “atomus”
soul cry no more, i soar, i don’t abhor, i will not be a word whore
i implore we no longer ignore anything.words are words for blessing, truth confessing
professing fun don’t wait it’s already begun
yes everyone
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i love the One
ok drama i will
flow with you
and grow
and go
with you
you forever
continue
to turn
i feel the sacred
yearn
to return
to The Point
to The One
sweet and fun
there is no end
it has begun
to connect my point to The Point
i am a point of light
like all souls
with good may we unite
so drama as you continue to flow
i stay with the glow
am grateful to know
and live
with what i know
i am here
ready to go
1/11/11
organism as orgasm
once when valval was in the fifth grade, it was her turn to read in science class.
she pronounced
“organism” as …”orgasm”. the teacher started to
giggle. val val started to wiggle.
hi.
i want to be on a sail boat and paint and sand sand i
want to be in a bandy band band. so how are you. sweet
dish. war correspondent. called you daily today.
many ahhh time. i like to ryhme. spaggetti night. dj
right. i went out. all about. and came home. my own
love poem. to my yummy self.
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excerpt from “notes on the present tense”
sing rapture
so my heart is open to you and so shall it remain.
What do you do now
Tell me I love you
So let me fly toward you
Trust that the wind will bring
Me to you
I am alive and want you to love me. I am great because I am like you.
Someone who can feel
I feel as though
You feel you need
To know
And I want to tell
You that you do.
All you can do is share. That is the wonder of you. Wow.
Just simply moving
Based on the communication between us how smoothly things are going, I know people are going to get it.
Her moves have sick precision
Dancing is deep.
And necessary\
To focus on the fixing. To inhibit before you grab to look at and see before you tear. Did you see the cup before the little spill
It’s the final show down. Precision is expected and the only way.
Six billion are here all souls brought down now deal
See it is happening
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zip her – - berlin bride
i was in a thrift store in berlin. with my best friend since the seventh grade, amit desai. i was in the dressing room , when she came to me..i didn’t understand the german she was speaking to me, but it was clear that she wanted the zipper squeezed, so that the wedding dress was zipped up. determined and radiant, she inspired me to zip zip zip it up. her back skin, sweet extra fat – almost had to be folded to be within. it got zipped. without any blood. really only magic
thrilled to have it zipped anxious to be a bride and when it zipped all up – - you were magic all inside
i didn’t want her to bleed
zip zip zip all up
oh yes the magic deed
when you fitted in ~ you delightfully did glow
Was there a Real wedding , outside for you to go?
thrilled to have it zipped anxious to be a bride and when it zipped all up – - you were magic all inside
i didn’t want her to bleed
zip zip zip all up
oh yes the magic deed
when you fitted in ~ you delightfully did glow
Was there a Real wedding , outside for you to go?
